College starts all over again a week from tomorrow and I don't know if I'm more excited to start to get it over with or to occupy all the times in between. I guess I can say that I was productive this summer. I accomplished a couple of things. Nothing in specific, but let's just say I achieved a goal or two at least.
Emotionally, physically and mentally I feel stable. It took and will continue to take a whole mess of hard work, but it does definitely pay off. This summer has been quite a 'transition' period in my perspective. A lot of people are nonexistent in my life now as it stands, and I wouldn't have it any other way honestly. I know damn well I contributed to it being this way, but it takes TWO to make things the way they are. And when neither side gives a fcuk anymore, then hey, all the better for me. I'm glad that THEY all still get 'along' with one another. No really. I mean it. Really I do. NOT.
Friends huh. Smells like bullsiht to me. It does make me look back in retrospect at the better times, then reality btich slaps me in the face and forces me to realize that SIHT TALKERS ARE NOT FRIENDS. It still amazes me how much faith I had for each and every one of those special cases. But not anymore. I guess I was never meant to be friends with such low people anyway.
Talking to one another yet not to me, taking sides even after everything doesn't help either. But I'm just venting to myself. No one will ever truly understand me when I rant like this. Everything in this entry is and any following will always be one sided because it is how I feel.
But even through the rain, I can still hold my head up high and thank God for blessing me with loving parents, and some of the best friends any person could have. Even if I can count them with both hands, I would rather have that then an unchanged THEM anyday.
I'm with you on the friend deal I'd rather have a close few, than a million and one who I won't care for in two years. It's nice now.. but when you need a friend, they won't bethere
» Dilated on 2005-08-16 08:06:33
wow, seems like a lot happened this summer glad to see you back!
» dave on 2005-08-16 11:01:46
Hi ^^ Quality over quantity. I always think of it that way. =)
» juiCyy on 2005-08-16 11:36:43
Thank you! =) You should come by my page more often. If its okay, I'm gonna add you as a friend. =)
» juiCyy on 2005-08-17 06:25:00
like the new layout :)
i agree with juicyy.. quality over quantity
» dis1girl on 2005-08-17 11:00:53
Layout I followed your shoutbox xommand... I really like the layout, but in my own personal opinion I would change the scrollbar colors to match your layout more... but thats is me : )
btw I see you are in the San Diego!! I am in Lancaster, CA which is in the LA County area
» aisforapple on 2005-08-18 12:14:24
: ) Mucho Better!!!
: ) I am slowly reading Davinci Code, but In my dream last night I was reading it and this guy that I was soooo smart because I was reading it.. heheh it was odd because I haven't picked it up or thought about it for weeks...
I heard Angels and Demons was not as successful as Davinci Code. what do you thinl??
» aisforapple on 2005-08-18 12:32:17
nice layout =)
» juiCyy on 2005-08-18 01:47:10
I'm glad you weeded out the bad friends. Good luck with school. :]
» chocobopnai on 2005-08-18 12:10:15
well as you said "but it takes TWO to make things the way they are." You can think of it as the other way around sometimes too you know?
Yea but good friends are HARD2FIND.
respect is connected with responsibility and trust.
» ColdRush on 2005-08-18 02:21:32
: ) Thank you for looking at my design and giving me honest feedback!!!
» aisforapple on 2005-08-18 05:10:13
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